Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Scott's Blog "Blessed are the Pure in Heart."

A family near and dear to many of our hearts lost their 8 year old son suddenly, without warning. I hope you find time to read Scott's thoughts and memories of a little boy who made a huge impact.

5 mo/2mo "First Christmas"

Slugger
December 28 2010
5 months old
about 11 weeks adjusted

I can't believe it's been five months since our lives turned upside down. The NICU life seems ages ago although we just had lunch with some of our nurses the other week so it still lingers with us. Two days into the new year 2011, Slugger will be exactly 2 months adjusted. I may go into a lot of detail but this will all go into her baby book whenever I get organized.

Slugger is still a smiling machine. Her lips disappear when she smiles, and she's all dimply cheeks. Her left cheek still has a dominant dimple but sometimes we see a faint glimpse on the right...it's elusive so we may be imagining it. I know everyone thinks she's a mini-Scott. I can pretty much pinpoint whose features she inherited. Her hair looks black but in the sunlight it's actually dark brown (from me). She's got my forehead, poor thing (we'll be growing out those bangs from an early age). She has Scott's eyebrows and eyes but she has these beautiful, thick and long eyelashes (yah me). My nose, Scott's mouth and chin. So, all in all, Scott's genes seem to have kicked mine in the butt. But, as Casey gets bigger and bigger each week, I see less of Scott and more of Casey. I just see Casey when I look at her. And she's beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Fair skin with dark hair and thick eyelashes. A cute little smirk when she looks you in the eye.

She's finally learned to bring her hands to her mouth. She sucks on her palm when she's hungry. I saw her try for an hour to get her thumb in her mouth and when she finally succeeded, she made a face and spat it out. Only to try again. When she's hungry, she'll start sucking on her left fist...we're crossing her fingers to see if she's a lefty like her daddy (although they say babies are pretty ambidextrous until they're older). Temperament wise-she's a mellow, sweet baby all morning. She'll wake up and just smile away, content just to lie wherever she is. But once the clock hits 4 pm (like clockwork), she becomes super fussy/super hungry/super needy. They call it the witching hour. After shunning the pacifier, we've just started to use it at nights until bedtime because I was afraid we were overfeeding her. We're still working on decoding the hunger cues.

It's awesome but we have the bedtime routine down great. At her 11 pm meal, we put her down in her mini cosleeper in the room and she knows that it's bedtime. She'll lie there quietly and drift off to sleep in no time. She gets up at 3 pm to eat and then she'll sleep in until 6 or 7 am. She's discovered kicking and uses her feet to push off when you're holding her. She's also started a new trick of kicking and walking on the side wall of her cosleeper so she somehow manages to turn sidewards by morning. When we're in bed, we can see her little legs "matrix climbing" her bassinet wall. I once saw that she had turned from her back all the way to her side in her sleep and I tried to wake up Scott but he refused to open his eyes. He said she'll do it again when he's awake...eventually. Oh, and she's started cooing. It's so adorable. I left her alone in the living room and she was staring at the christmas lights and talking to them.

11 lb 6.5 oz (according to our bathroom scale)
~22.75" long


[above: we can't believe how big she looks in her co sleeper]

Her first Christmas was a fun one. Scott has a small music gig every Christmas morning for Pleasant Holiday in Waikiki. So, we all woke up at 5:30 am to trek down to Waikiki to see Scott play Hawaiian Christmas songs (did you know there were other songs besides Mele Kalikimaka?) for all of 10 minutes. Then we drove around trying to find a breakfast place was open...ended up at Kenny's in Kalihi. Since we were out and about, we drove to Waipahu to drop off presents and for Casey to see her cousins only to find out that no one was awake at 11 am.
So we went to Scott's parents house to open presents and enjoy an amazing dinner. Scott's sister, Sara-Anne, was home for the holidays so everyone was all together. I borrowed some pictures from Scott's brother, Stanton.

The picture below shows Casey's grandpa, Pat. If you look closely at his right hand, you might see something pink. That's a pink pig puppet. No one seems to know where Grandpa Pat got it from but whenever they babysit Slugger, he entertains Slugger with little puppet shows. Sometimes he gets her so riled up when she should be sleeping. Well, I guess not everyone loved the frequent appearances and shows of the pink pig because somehow the puppet mysteriously disappeared on Christmas day. I believe certain members were aware of it's location but remained close-lipped. Poor Grandpa kept asking everyone where it went...I hope it didn't ruin his Christmas.

[below: Grandpa having to entertain Slugger without the pink pig]
[below: Scott and mini Scottlyn]
[Slugger with her dad, Auntie Sara, and Uncle Stanton]
[Slugger and the cousins]
[slugger, me, Scott, Uncle Stanton, Auntie Sara, Grandpa and Grandma ]
Scott's sister, Sara-Anne, gave us this beautiful framed song for Christmas. It's completely handwritten, she even did the golden inlay part herself. I, not being the Beatles expert, didn't recognize that it was a Beatles song and initially thought she also composed it herself. Hey, she did get her graduate degree in professional writing so it wasn't a far reach. At the end of this post, you'll see a video of Scott singing a Beatles medley with this song to Slugger.


Slugger got amazing gifts for Christmas. She's going to be a well-dressed baby with awesome toys. She actually had 3 different adorable Christmas outfits that she'll be wearing every day until this weekend (I don't think you can pull Christmas clothes off once you hit New Years). Here she is sporting one from my Aunty Linda.





Thanks for tuning in. Mele Kalikimaka a me Hauoli Makahiki Hou!!!!

The video clip below is Scott playing and singing a medley of "Golden Slumbers/Carry That Weight" to Slugger....although it's the end so you'll only hear Carry That Weight. Watch Slugger's joy and she even tries to join in singing a duet.

















Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Christmas Newsletter 2010-all fixed now

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It didn't work at first but should now. But do leave a comment if it stops working.

1.5 months old/4.5 months old

10 lb 7 oz.

Last week, I saw the saddest story on the news. A family had their home broken into and their computers and cameras taken. On those computers were videos and pictures of their 18 month old son that had just passed away. What a cruel act of thievery. There are things that can never be replaced. I remember just last month my sister texted me that my 2 year old niece was playing with her flip video camera and managed to delete EVERYTHING on it. I laughed at my little destructive niece but shrugged it off. My sister brought it up again the next week and I realized what she was trying to tell me...everything on it was gone. Even the video my sister had taken of Astro the only time my sister was able to visit the girls in the hospital. It hit me and I was saddened the rest of the day. I have just a few short videos of Astro and a bit more pictures. I love the pictures but the videos mean so much more. You can see movement in them...and thus you can see the life in them. Allie was alive on those videos. When she passed away, I realized how much i wish I had just taken tons of videos every day....of her little legs kicking or her hands batting at her CPAP. It's the reason why I have tons of video clips of Casey. From that day on, I video taped everything. My heart goes out to the Stringer family and I hope there's a happy ending to this all.

Casey had her monthly RSV shot last week. Just a few more to go to get us through the flu season. Also, while we were at her nutritionist appt. I saw her pediatric cardiologist, Dr. S., and her maternal specialist, Dr. O, in the hallway. They were with us throughout the whole triplet pregnancy and it was wonderful to show them Casey. Poor things, I also peppered them with questions in the hall. Women who go into premature labor are more likely to do it again with subsequent pregancies. So, I read that even with triplet pregnancies, it's important to ask your doctor if it's likely that you would go into preterm labor again. Scott and I really hope that we'll be able to have more children and make Casey a big sister. It was wonderful to hear Dr. O say that he believes the only factor that sent me into premature labor was the stress of carrying three babies.

I cornered Dr. S about Casey's ASD, the hole in her heart, since he is not scheduled to see her until her 1st birthday. He says that he didn't need to see her soon because he's pretty sure the hole will close on it's own. Awesome!!! I brought up my concerns about heart defects. When Rory was diagnosed, I did research into it. Most heart defects are genetic but it can also occur randomly. Since Allie and Casey were fine and there was no history of it with me or Scott's family, I assumed it was random. Now that Casey was diagnozed with a small heart defect, I asked the doctor about it. He says that most of his patients don't show a family history of it. And if Scott and I are able to have more kids, we would be getting echos during pregnancy to watch for heart defects with those pregnancies. [Casey on her last visit with Dr. I]

Lastly, Casey had a visit with the retina specialist, Dr. I. He's such a nice guy. He has two boys of his own and he's always so excited to see Casey. It takes both of us now to pin Casey's head so he can look into her eyes...and she's strong enough to squint her eyes closed. So, unfortunately, Dr. I had to use a tweezer-like contraption to pry her eyelids open. I couldn't look. She did quite her fair share of screaming. But, Dr. I announced that her retina blood vessels were finished growing and there were no need for any checks until her first birthday. Another one down!!!

At 6 weeks, Casey is still smiling a lot. She's also in love with sticking out her tongue. I'm a little nervous she's going to develop the habit of licking things like her crazy cousins. I caught my niece, Lauren, licking the sidewalk at church once. Not much else development-wise, I can't wait until she starts rolling. She does love practicing holding her head up. She's getting so good at it, although, it means she has to claw at your chest sometimes to get leverage. I've got some mean scratches. Her reflux has really diminished. This past week, we've graduated Casey from sleeping in an incline rocker to her flat bassinet. She's done great. No spitting up. Of course, we've still had some incidents of major spitting up after feeding. Sometimes I feel like it would just save time if I uncapped the bottle of formula and just poured it down my back and over the seat cushions. She's outgrown all her newborn clothes and fits all her 0-3 months clothing. She's fascinated with people talking to her. She stares at your mouth and she moves her lips and tongues but hasn't figured out how to make sounds on demand.

She has one learned one crucial thing. Man, she can cry. No longer can we brag that Casey is not a criar. Before, we had time to get that bottle ready before she got so fussy she would cry. Nope. Now, it's "happy happy giggle giggle...slight pause....WWWWWAAAAHHHHH!!!!" Uh-oh.



Another monumental step is that we have started to relinquish her to Scott's parents for babysitting. We started off with Sunday mornings so I could go to church. Not only did Casey come back alive, but she is super happy at her grandparent's house. She stays awake the whole time and is treated to being spoiled non-stop. Scott's parents live right down the street and are always willing to help out. It's such a relief. It's unbelievably nice to take a few hours and run to do errands or Christmas shop. Scott and I even caught a movie, Tangled. I think I caught a cold when we went to the movies. So, Casey caught her first cold. We took her to the doctors and had her tested, but it came back NEGATIVE for RSV. Out of the three of us, she did the best. I think it's the breast milk antibodies. Scott and I are still hacking our lungs out but she had a cough just for a day. She is truly protected by prayers.


[grandma and Casey]
[she loves to just be adored]


[grandpa and Casey taking a snooze]

On certain occasions when we have needed to, we have taken Casey out with us. The picture below is a wedding ceremony at church that we took Casey too. That's Scott telling everyone "NO touch!!" Actually, he also said "Don't look at her with your germy eyes."

After staring at Casey all day every day, I've come to the conclusion that she bears a striking resemblance to Crayon Shinchan. Do you see it?










Thanks for tuning in. I love the holidays and I hope that you're all enjoying every moment of it!!!